Saturday, January 03, 2004
hi.. yeah i'm in one pissy mood.. wanna know why? CUS PEOPLE PISS ME OFF.. ESPECIALLY MY FUCKIN PSHCKOTIC[<-- don't know how to spell that ] PARENTS .. nothing's ever good enough for them. sorry i can't be perfect.. but they're just gonna have to except that and that i'm not jenna ( my sister for those of you who didn't know that ).. they think she does everything right while they don't know half the shit she does. and never letting me out of the god damn house is another thing they do. oh yeah and braking promises.. like saying people can sleep over and then saying " oh now i don't feel like it ".. yeah you DON'T do that. and they always fuck up my plans and leave me sitting here all damn night, another night bored out of my mind! this isn't supposed to fucking happen.. making me want to die.. it's not right.. parents aren't supposed to fuckin torture their kids.. yeah so enough of that before i go beat the shit out of them i'm getting so steamed
so i guess you wanna hear about the past few days? ...
new years eve [ wednesday ] -
yepp forced to go to alyssa's house instead of sami's ( the annoying bitch, the one whos parent's are best friends with mine *see last entry ) .. bored all night and wanted to die.. then at midnight had no one to kiss.. sucked
new years day [ thursday ] -
forced.. ( once again ) to go to cousin's house all day... played with jessie [ the cute dog ] and listened to my cousin mike's songs since he's in a band. one of them was so funny.. it went " i'm like a heat seekin missle and you're the hottest thing arounddd " get it? cus heat missles go to where it's hot haha i thought that was a funny/good line of a song. so yepp had dinner there, johnny b and natalie ( my sister's roomate and bf ) came over since natalie lives near my cousins.. yeah once again for my sister but johnny b is so fuckin hilarious that i didn't complain.. came home went online for a little.. then hit the mattress
today [ friday ] -
don't even get me started.. sami and lynds were supposed to sleep over like we planned but noo my fucking parents had to screw it up once again.. so basically i'm sitting home all damn night with nothing to fuckin do .. jessie asked me to hang out but then her mother said no
so yeah there it is.. nothing interesting right? right .. well once again.. here's my horoscope:
your planet, venus is in charge today and as sensible as you might be.. you are also in need of sensual delight.. your imagination is pulling you into to the land of romantic fantasies<3
so if i can't have you
i'll just be single for the rest of my life
cus you can't be replaced by nobody else
i'll go crazy if i can't have you for myself<3
jordan kevin barnes<33
Posted at 2:41 am by iLovePaulFrank
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
hmmm...
well i just wanna let you know that the only reason i'm updating is because i haven't in a while and i don't feel like it at all right now.. so this entry is probably gonna suck if you even wanna read it.
i guess i'll just go through the days i missed right here:
saturday - bored all day ... THEN picked up lynds and went to sami's holiday party thingy.. hehe it was fun .. the other people there were jordan mike coutney candice tiffani steph christina etc. yepp the whole time me lynds and sami basically just walked around, sat around and talked then went on a " nature hike " with basically the people i listed above.. well me and lynds didn't want to get our shoes dirty so we both wore one of sami's shoe which was too tight and one of courtney's shoe which was too big - ahha lynds it was really uncomfortable but oh well. then as we were on " the hike " courtney tiff steph and candice left so it was just me lynds sami jordan and mike left.. so we were walking along the " yellow brick road " hahaa lynds + sami and then we stopped and i was tackling jordan hehe<3 got my coat all dirty but yeah. then we went back to sami's and we were all chillen in courtney's room... trying to keep that annoying girl out lmao .. then colleen came in the doorway and was giving this long ass speech about i don't even know what and lyndsay is sitting there crossing her eyes and making the funniest faces ahaha.. then she finally left.then sami was giving mike a massage and jordan wanted one too so me and sami were sittin there giving them massages hahaa.. yepp so then there was the rest of the night that i'm not really gonna write about since i wrote too much. then my faggot father picked me up.. came home, got in another huge fight with the parents.. what else is new? yeah then my dad punched my mother in the lip.. not gonna get into it.
on to the next day ...
sunday - GROUNDED all day once again for the night before ^ yepp sucked.. basically sat around and watched movies like i still know what you did last summer all day.. nothing interesting
monday - well it was lyndsay's mom's bday! hehee so she took lynds, lynds' sister, and me to the movies ... so my dad dropped me off at around 5 after my ortho appt. where i found out i'm getting my braces off next time i go! yayy ( well just the top but still ) and so we finished getting ready and then were off to burger king, then the movies... the entire car ride there we talked about how pschkotic my parents are lmao and then in burger king were we talked about the same thing! and how weird my father is ahha .. and hughie [ our writing teacher ] so after that when we got to the movies.. me and lynds were waiting outside for ryan and stephen to get there, so they got there, and me lynds ryan and stephen basically went into the theature to see hONEY .. great movie! yepp so then as we were leaving billy and dan were outside.. so as we were walking out they scream LYNDSAY!!!! hahaa .. then we had to go so they dropped me off and i called it a night and went to bed.
next day ...
tuesday - me and sami went over lynds' around 5:30.. we basically sat around and laughed for a while then went to rED sTAR to eat! hehee got some cheese fries and chicken buffalo pizzza. had lots of laughs in there then we were done and left... then we walked across the street to 7-11 ... shit that was so funny || oh no it's linda!! || hehee [ yes i saw someone my mom knows and had to hide from her ].. well lynds pulled the strings of my hoodie so you could only see my eyes hahaha... then she finally left without her seeing me.. so we bought some strawberries and watermelon and whip cream and some kit kat bites and sami got a slurpee lol ... then we payed and as we were leaving sami and lynds go LINDA's BACK! hahaa scared me so bad so i was hiding behind the bushes and shit hahaa... but then they told me they were just kidding.. so we were walking back and sami dropped her slurpee at the gas station lmao.so then we got back and were eating some more... the whip cream was getting all over us hahaa it was funny as hell. yepp so then we were watching the simple life then rich girls for a while.. then 10 [ almost on the dot hahaa ] - my father picked me up. so i went home and finished watching the rich girls finale then went to bed.
yeah so now that i caught up on those few days i'll talk about today ... woke up around 1 and came online... i want to go to sami's SO FUCKIN BAD tonight for a new years party.. but once again my parents decide to ruin my life. they think that i'm gonna go to their friends' house and be TORTURED BY THEIR IMMATURE 13 YEAR OLD BABY- ACTIN DAUGHTER WHILE THEY GO OUT TO DINNER WITH HER PARENTS AND I HAVE TO " BABYSIT " HER WHILE I COULD BE HAVING THE TIME OF MY FUCKIN LIFE. yeah can you tell i'm pissed as hell? who wouldn't be? well i'll update later ... here's my horoscrope:
the responsibilites that have been given to you lately have been a lot.. but if you can handle it, you'll prove to everybody that you really are made of the right stuff. more importantly.. you'll prove it to yourself. whatever self-doubt you've had lately, can now be banished.. but it's not going to be easy. you'll have to work for this one.
hope that all wasn't too much for you all .. if it was then just hit the x .. bye
<3|| dAINE
i wanna do to you what you do to me<3
Posted at 9:44 pm by iLovePaulFrank
Saturday, December 27, 2003
if i kissed you with all my heart, my lips would bleed<3
hey boys and girls lol.. i decided to change the color around a little - i can't decide if i like it better or not ( comment on it ) so yeah today's the day after christmas.. it's gone, never coming back this year so that suckss - booo haha ; so i'll start with tODAY - did absolutely nothing all day but clean my fuckin room .. i hate doing that but i had to so i can go out or some stupid ass parent rules. i was gonna go ice-staking with lynds and whoever else tonight but she has to finish painting her new house so we're planning on going tmw night. so yepp then i talked to sami about making plans tonight but then her mom said no cus she's having a big holiday party tmw. i'll probably go to that if i'm allowed.. hate parents. yeah they really make my life a living fuckin hell but i'm not gonna get into that.so tonight i'm planning on renting fReaKY FriDaY and watching that all night hahaa .. then planning on having a fun day all day tmw. yepp so that's basically my day... hopefully i'm gonna have a good wINTER bREAK .. better then the last few boring ass days - and mandy's in new york and is coming back saturday so yepp || ok well i've been looking for a survey to fill out and got 2 so i'll fill one out here and maybe the other in another entry here it goes ...
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | death by murder
02 | rejection
03 | spiders/creppy crawlers lol
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | friends
02 | jordan<3
03 | umm.. dance?
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | liars
02 | my parents
03 | my sister
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | people
02 | math
03 | why he won't "go out" with me<3
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | paperclips
02 | papers
03 | my cell that i just got back
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | listenin to music
02 | talking to people
03 | typing
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | bang bang bang hahaa.. i won't die a virgin<3 .. and get married
02 | surf
03 | tell my friends how much they mean to me
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | make scary faces.. ahha
02 | be loud ..
03 | be funny?
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | loud
02 | stubborn .. yes
03 | weird
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | girly girl?.. kind of i guess
02 | brown hair ...
03 | medium height i guess.. for my age
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | sing
02 | be quiet ..?
03 | touch my tongue to my nose hahaa
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | the radio
02 | me .. haha
03 | and um.. britney spears' new cd lol
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | i don't get it
02 | really? hahaa
03 | i dunno what else .. comment if you think of something
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | chicken this
02 | chicken that
03 | chinese!
THREE THINGS I WORRY ABOUT:
01 | what's going on with him<3
02 | how much trouble i'm gonna get it
03 | i dunno
THREE CDS YOU BOUGHT MOST RECENTLY:
01 | in the zONE .. britney spears
02 | hmm..
03 | that's my newest
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | soda
02 | flavored water
03 | snapple at school
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | all that
02 | barney when i was really little [ hahaa ]
03 | sesame street ^ same thing
THREE PEOPLE WHOSE BEDS YOU'VE SLEPT IN:
01 | lynds'
02 | mandy's
03 | sami's .. and of course mINE haha
THREE PEOPLE WHO CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU LAUGH:
01 | lynds
02 | sami
03 | mandy .. love you girls bff<3
tHE eND
yeah so i hoped you liked it lol.. now i think i'm gonna go so i'll update whenever.. and oh yeah i think i'm gonna start putting my horoscope here everyday lol so here's today's -
there’s a battle in your mind between what’s not being said and a situation that’s developing in your life.. you’ve held your tongue because it just wasn’t right to say what you wanted to say, you really didn’t want to offend someone, but now it seems that they may be the offensive one. if you don’t verbalize it, what will you do with the rage that’s building in you?
[ i'm a lIBRA ] yepp there it is ... leave a comment and i'll talk you all later
lOVE<3 || dAINE
- sorry this is so damn long
Posted at 12:34 am by iLovePaulFrank
Thursday, December 25, 2003
well ... let me start with hAPPY xMAS pEOPLE hehee hope you all are having a good one! that was straight from the heart<3 lol.. yepp so i guess i'll tell you about my day yesterday first: woke up around 12:30/1 and went online, talked to a few friends then took a shower, and got ready to go to church... boooo but then after that was the " AFTER PARTY" at my uncle's apartment hahaa.yeah talked to everyone and all, including uncle ron who thinks he has the body of 50 cent ahha and played with him and his wife amy [ my aunt ]'s new baby girl kayleen, a little bit .. she's actually really cute! then everyone just kinda sat around and talked. i had some baileys hehee i love that shit.. but no one knew. i also got some presents from both my uncle's.. gift certificates to the mall [ yayy i can spend them fast hahaa ]. then got home around 12:30 and after a little bit, went to bed... THEN since today is christmas day i got up around 9:30 to my mother going dana get up! rahh so i went downstairs and was happy to open my presents!! got some good stuff...
here's some :
* clothes
* paul frank monkey pillow
* op juice perfume
* tini digital camera
* trucker hat [ red and tan ]
* black hat( really cute! )
* paul frank watch
* new
breathless from victoria's secret perfume [ it's tini though ]
* purse
* socks
* more paul frank stuff
* etc.
... yepp so i'm pretty happy even though i didn't get him<3 knew that wasn't gonna happen anyway though - it was hopeless ... Waverip1: You should sue santa. ,' ahha yes dan i should. oh well maybe next year lol. but now i'm just bored ( that's probably gonna be the rest of my day - boredness ) .. since my cousins went to the islands! BUT i did get my cell back yay haha .. after a lot of pissing and moaning for it ... so if you forgot the number just ask since i havent had it in about 5 million months hehe .. well i'll write in this later when i feel like it.
<3 you || dAINE
and once again.. merry christmas
Posted at 7:38 pm by iLovePaulFrank
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
no one seems perfect, until you fall in love with them<3
soo mr. journal, what's up?? [ hahaa ] and everyone else who reads this - well christmas is 3 days away so i'm stoked. BUT today i think i caught a virus or something .. hopefully not the FLU - i'm feeling better now so maybe it was just some 24 hr shit ( i hope ) but i already puked ' sorry everyone i know you didn't just wanna hear that lol. but yeah so today i came into school and gave LING LING her BLING BLING that she forgot! ahha lynds .. then first second thrid and fourth periods went by kinda fast since it was a half day. then enrichment, talked to jordan, manda, oscar and some other people. i fell off my chair! omg, shit it was so embarrassing but it was ok cuz i just laughed it off. then lunch! me sami lynds and mandy exchanged gifts. sami forgot hers but that's okay because us four are gonna get today during break to get her's. but i loved lyndsay's and mandy's presents! hehee [ lynds AND mandy AND sami AND daine BFF ] hahaa .. also at lunch i gave jordan his present; HAPPY HANUKAH MR. WIGGLES ahaha! [ he's not really jewish though ] so then after lunch is when i started feeling sick , like i was in a dream and all dizzy and and seeing white spots and shit, i thought i was gonna faint. so then i went to the nurse escorted by ZAR lol.. she was right behind me thinking i was gonna fall on her or something ahha. so i got there,ate some pretzels and went back to crumpton's class. then that was basically over so i went to eagle. that's when i felt like i was dying or something. and fuckin senick wanted me to do some oeq shit for her so i told her that i wouldnt so she gave me 2 oeq's for hw [ what a bitch ] ... then on the way out i was about to fall over. then i went to my bus, and just basically layed down. ant was helping me and being really sweet about it. deisy, stephen,mike and everyone else in the back of the bus where trying to make me feel better too.. so i got off, walked to my house,and the next thing i know i was barfin... it sucked cuz i really wanted to go ice skating with lynds tonight! but yeah my mother was being gay about that anyway so we're staying home tonight. so then after a little bit of eating something i started feeling a little better ... then i went and got my eyebrows waxed ( i'm really happy with how they look! yay! ) and my nails done [ french manicure with a red stripe ] they look like candy canes hehee.. they're just my real nails though. so then i came home, had dinner and now i'm just talking to lynds and a few other people online waiting for christmas to come... talk to you later mr. journal haha and everyone else
<3|| dAINE
you know the drill [ leave a comment ]
* you're all i want underneath my christmas tree<3
Posted at 1:16 am by iLovePaulFrank
Sunday, December 21, 2003
sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye<3
hey ladiesss [ hahaa - from " work it" ] and men... what's up?? well i'll start with friday. me lynds sami and mandy all decided that we wanted to go out to eat. so at like 6 i picked up lynds and we got dropped off at mandy's house.. we chilled there for a little ( you all know you loved my last journal entry: compliments of mandy and lynds heheee ).. until sami picked us up. then we went to MICHAEL'S [ a restaurant ]. we ordered appetizers! then went to the salad bar .. haha that was funny " i just can't toot!" and bacon! .. so then we finished salad and got dinner.. lynds got beef then wanted chicken - CHICKEN IS BETTER THAN BEEF ..ahha, then as we ate we talked and had some funny ass moments! then we got desert! hehee || desert pictures || tastes like sand! || today's my bday AND hanukah!! || etc. || so then mandy's mom picked us up and we decided we wanted to go somewhere [ someone's house ] after... so we decided we wanted to hang out at my house! hehee well when i called and asked my parents flipped out saying no ... || I KNEW I'M NOTHING MORE THAN A BUSTED CONDOM!! || and so much more! ahha so then we all ended up just going home. then saturday ( yesterday ) i planned on chilling during the day so i could hang out with lynds most likely at night. well after a boring day, when i asked to do something at night my parents said no! rahh... so then i asked about help painting lynds' new house like we've been planning and they also said no... so yepp big old agrument ONCE AGAIN last night - a lot of crap happened but not going to get into that. so then today.. cousin's came over to have CHRISTMAS today when it's four days away! since they're going away on xmas.. yepp thats all ass backwards .. but then they left and now i'm thinking about starting my homework since we have school tmw .. talk to you later
<3 || dAINE
* only 4 days until xmas babyyy ..hell yeah! *
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Posted at 11:53 pm by iLovePaulFrank
Saturday, December 20, 2003
it's manddyyy and lyndsayyy and danaaaa -- we're all at mandy's house waitin for sami [ the little sneak ] to get here ;D hahah just wanted to update b/c i rule =) hahahahhaha
i'll update lataaa<33
<3 ll dAINE
Posted at 12:22 am by iLovePaulFrank
Friday, December 19, 2003
i'm like a lost sick puppy chasing you around<3
hey guys ... i'm tired --> it's late .. oh well. so i had a fun night tonight! hehee... lynds picked me up at around 6 to go to HOME DEPOT with her to pick out some stuff with her for her new house!! yayy.. picked out some paint samples for her new room and a couple for how i wanna redo my room. some funny shit: SWEET GEORGIA BROWN || COUNTRY COCK || JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE LOOK ALIKE? NO WAIT THAT'S A GIRL! || HIDIN BEHIND FLOWERS || HATS! || WALKIN DOWN THE WOOD SECTION || PICKIN OUT COLORS || ETC.! || hahaaa that was soo fun lynds .. then going to c.h. martin haha ... bff i love ya<3 yepp so now im just talking to some people online and trying to decide what i'm gonna wear to school tmw.. at least its friday! well talk to you guys later
lOVE: dAINE<3
!comment!
Posted at 4:45 am by iLovePaulFrank
Monday, December 15, 2003
today ... lets start with i <3 saddam! ahha lynds || yeah we've been saying that all day, go him!! hahaha; also goosebumps! lol yeah so we had to go in early this morning to finish a damn math test - that sucked ... and then first period we watched a movie ( boring ) second period - the *stars* have cameltoe!!! ... omg that was soo funny ,' we were laughin for like 10 minutes about it, they really did though!! hahaa ..then 3rd period fuckin hughie yelled at me and lynds for talking across the room all the time. then lynds told hughie her sister had a baby!! that was hilarious i was laughing so hard. yeah so then 4th period - boring again ..had to write some essay shit it sucked .. enrichment talked to jordan<3. lunch was fun i guess ... social studies [ boring as usual ] slept for some of the class until anthony f. woke me up.. then eagle was ok .. mandy came in it..and scott and a few other people from mr. k's class .. was talking to her until she had to go finish a math test lol ... then school was done! thank god. then went home on the bus [ talked to ant b. ] ... and now i'm here dreading fuckin ccd! but at least there's a pizza party today haha .. ttul
<3|| dAINE
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Posted at 10:12 pm by iLovePaulFrank
Saturday, December 13, 2003
all i want to do is feel your touch... and give you all of my love<3
hi people.. [ haha ]
haven't really written in awhile
... guess i should more often huh? well this passed week was ok ( school is school ) me lynds and mandy almost got suspended yesterday..but didn't - long story [ if she bangs her hands on the damn table one more time! ] hahaa ,' then last night was the
cottillion! that was funn .. after school kristy picked me up, got ready at her house ' then our dates and dana got there hehe ..then we arrived. and saw mandy,kelly,jessie, and lots of other people!! after a boring beginning, it got fun when we started dancing lol - after a fun night.. i had to go home to take the damn notre dame placement exam in the morning ..
boooo ... had to get up at fuckin school time this morning to go [ that was hard as hell ] and i didnt finish any of the sections ... but i saw alex w ( he was in my classroom )... and met this girl carolynn that was in mine too lol... then on the way out i saw melissa hehee. and now i'm just bored... trying to find something to do tonight - if you're reading this and wanna hang out tonight call or IM me
love always<3
|| dAINE
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Posted at 7:24 pm by iLovePaulFrank
