friday night..
i went over my sweet ooey gooey's house. haha first we were just chillen.. chicks in chargeee - lmao lynds. then we were talking to evan, and he was with jt, so they wanted to walk to meet me and lynds somewhere. so we walked halfway [ which was to tearesa street ] so when we were waiting there the scariest shit happened. yeah then they finally came and we all walked back to lyndsay's house. lynds asked her mom if they could come chill with us and she didn't care so we were all chillen in her room. then travis called up evan and wanted to hang out so he came over too. yepp so we were all sitting around.. and then my dad at around 11 cus he's gay lol. but yupp fun night
saturday..
woke up reallyyyy late when lynds called me lol. we were on the phone for like 3 hrs.. hahaa i <3 you girl, wanted to hang out with her but noo my parents had to make shit up. so then i took a shower, and my mom's friend came over. basically sat there listening to her go on and on cus there was nothing else to do. yeah then got my stuff ready for sunday* as you'll read about next.. then went to the store with my dad.. came home.. sat around and hit the matress.
sunday..
wade robson day babyyy.. well i guess i'll tell ya the whole story or else you'll be like what the fuck is she talking about? since my dance teacher has major connections with all these famous people she got about 15 girls from my dance studio signed up for " the pulse " which is the wade robson workshop that was in a hotel/plaza like an hour away that i'm talking about. it was basically all these choreographers that choreograph for famous people teaching their own style or " flava " hip-hop ruitines. we had each one for about 45 min. each.. which is why i had to get up at like 5 in the morning lol.. and then finally at the end of the day wade taught for about an hour and a half.. and since i think he's the sexiest thing alive of course i got lots of pics of him lol.. comment if you want any cus i'm making tons of copies.. but yeah it was great.. i was walking right next to him at one point too - and of course i went up to the first row for the whole time he taught just so i could be near him hahaa.. but yeah got home around 7:30 - great day
monday..
so fuckin sore all over all day from sunday.. i needed a massage lol. but went to school, came home, went to ccd, came home. normal ruitine then bed
tuesday..
school then dance where about 6 people showed up lol.. so we basically took it easy for that reason and since our teacher is on a cruise so steph taught our class. yepp looked at some pics from sunday with the girls, came home and went to bed
today..
woke up with a really bad sore throat and a headache so i got to stay home from school lol. called lynds, told her i wasn't coming so we couldn't do our normal morning ruitine haha, watched movies and here i am. don't think i'm going to dance tonight so yeah.. i'm really really bored, soo i filled out a survey lol..
` Name: dANA
` Natural Hair Color: darkish brown
` Hair Color Currently: well.. it's all complicated from that god damn sun-in.. but basically light brown even though i tried to dye it dark again
` Eye Color At Birth: blue
` Eye Color Currently: dark dark brown
` Height Currently: 5'2?
` Glasses/Contacts: nope..
` Birthdate: 10.16.89
` Sign: libra
` Current Age: fourteen
` Parent's names: Peteeee lmao ; Debbie
` Siblings names: Jenna
` Location: jersayy
` School: fisher
` Current Grade: the hot shit of the school .. haha yeah right. [8th]
` College Plans: cali babyyy
` Any Piercing: 2 in my ear
` Any Tattoos: not yet
Social Life
` Boyfriend/Girlfriend: you don't even wanna know..
` If Yes, Current Dating Partner: goes with the one above.
` Hobbie(s): dance, friends, etc;
` Pager: noope...
` Are You Center Of Attention Or the Wallflower: being the center of attention is fun but i dunno.
` What Type Automobile Do You Drive: ..the invisible one parked in my garage
` What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: that changes a lot.
` Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: depends who the guy is lmao.. but friends are the best.
` Where Is The Best Hangout: not a clue.. mall? movies? bowling? chillen? i dunno
` Do You Have A Job: not yet
` Where Do You Attend Church: OLGC
` Do You Like Being Around People: yeah
Friends...Who...?
` Have You Known The Longest: Megan
` Do You Argue The Most With: i dunno..
` Always Has A Man/Woman: hm i don't know.. always having a man is kinda hoeish so..
` Is The Most Sensitive: uh, me probably ..
` Has The Coolest Parents: Lynds + Sami
` Is The Most Blunt: blunt?
` Is The Shyest: none of us are shy..
` Is Most Likely To Become Famous: ALL OF US. lmao.
` Is Most Likely To Become Rich: nnnn clue.
` Always Wears A Smile: usually me i guess lol.. but i really don't know
` Is Smartest: lmao. smartest? um; i have no idea
` Who Do You Think Would Die For You: i hope they all would.. comment if you would. lol
` Needs A Good Man/Woman: ALL OF US.
` Biggest Pimp: hahaa wait does this include guys too?
Personal
` Who Is Your Role Model: hmm..
` What Are Your Pet Peeves: liars/bitches/assholes
` Have You Ever Been In Love: yeah and trying my hardest to let go<3
` Have You Ever Liked Someone You Had No Chance with?: YES. That wouldn't go out with you for some reason? YES.
` Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: more than once. well actually a hell of a lot.
` Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After?: hm.. sexy, good personality
` Ever Wanted To Get Revenge on Someone Because They Hurt You: oh hell yeah.
` Ever Been Cheated On: not that i know of.
` Ever Said I Love You To A Significant Other: yeah
` Rather Be Dumper Or Dumped: dump-er
` Rather Have A Relationship Or A "Hookup": relationship.
` Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: god damn. you can't even imagine<3
` Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: i would say he is my best guy friend.. although that's all slowly drifting away<3
` Do You Want Kids: some day.
` Do You Believe In Psychics: yeah..
` Do You want to marry?: yeah; eventually
` What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Physical Being: i dunno?
` What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: nn clue.
` Are You Happy With Your Life: .. no.
` Are You Scared Right Now? Depressed?: in a way depressed.. not that deeply though.
Favorites
` Sports Team: baseball ; Yankees - basketball ; Sixers - hockey ; Flyers - football ; Eagles
` Room In house: mine
` Girl's Name: Vanessa
` Guy's Name: Geovanny? i dunno..
` Person to talk to about your problem: any of my friends i guess
` Song: tons..
` Music Video: someday; nickelback - it's soo sad
` Actor/Actress: Orlando Bloom<3, Jay Hernandez<3.. Jessica Alba, Drew Barrymore
` Beverage: dr. pepper; juice
` Candy: i dunno
` Family Member: my cousin Mike.
` Salad Dressing: ranch/creamy italian
` Food: chicken and tons more lol
` Quote From A Movie : " First loves never really end. " - How To Deal
` Day of The Week: Friday/Saturday
` Color: royal blue
` Perfume And Cologne: perfume - cuba/love spell/OP etc. + cologne for the guys - Curve
` TV Show: Real World
` Flower: rose
` Fast Food Place: Wendy's/Burger King/Mickey D's
` Video Game: never played one.
` Teacher: i miss Mr. Barnett
` City: New York
` Store: Delia's, Forever 21, Rue 21 & Charlote Russe
` Clothing: jeans.
` Possession: my straightner.
` Vacation Spot: Ocean City
When's the last time you...
` Cried: yesterday
` Bought Something: wow i don't know.. that's pretty bad.
` Gotten Sick: today
` Sang: last night
` Eaten: like a hour ago
` Been Kissed By Someone Special: like last month<3..
` Felt Stupid: i feel stupid ALL the time lol
` Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved Them, But Didn't: a lot
` Moved On: wow it's so weird that this is a question cus that's exactly what i'm trying to do right now in my life..i have a hard time with it
` Talk To An Ex: yesterday
` Missed An Ex: every second
` Had a Serious talk: probably yesterday?
` Missed Someone: today
` Hugged Someone: yesterday
` Fought With Your Parents: today
yay the end. it's about time haha.
ok love life... this long thingy basically describes it except the fact that i'm TRYING to move on not exactly done yet..
i'm giving up on loving you.. i can't take the pain you've put me through, deep down i know the feelings are always there.. maybe someday you will care; at least for now i can hide my pain.. i know if i dont, i'll go insane; our time apart has made me realize there is no second chance when it comes to guys: i almost had you back one time.. but of course, you changed your mind; the excuses that you have told me are getting old, we never even talk anymore; it's like a room to your life and you've slammed the door.. it hurts to know you've shut me out, now i know what love is all about' i'm happy, then i cry and cry.. then your truths become all lies; all in all it never ends for good.. but then again, who thought it would<3
yupp.. sums it all up. but i'm getting the hell out of here now..
comment<3 || dAINE
And we'd be so happy together<3
i guess that doesn't matter..
